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  • Nov. 27th, 2009 at 1:19 PM

Hello Livejournal, my old friend. Did you miss me, unlikely as it is? I think you did.

Ahhhh the college search, you are terrifying and daunting, constantly reminding me that I will not be attending one of the east coast Catholic Schools, because I fail at math and science and they are eating away at my GPA. But I always have the option of Loyola if I wish to pack my bags go to Chicago to be with my fellow Catholics and live in such an environment. But Chicago? No. But, good news! The more I look for a college that's "the best fit for me" the more I stumble onto dear Sarah Lawrence. The more I stumble, the more I love. Huzzah for artsy fartsy nonsense, god forbid that a student learns about what they want to learn, that would just be anarchy. Also, I COULD GO TO OXFORD, through Sarah Lawrence, OH MAN!!!!! Yes NYU, I still love you, and of course you are not out of my mind Notre Dame, but step aside, there's a new girl in town, and you can read her name has Lawrence, Sarah


Ah yes, poetry. That silly recitation is coming up, and I want to do "Heart, we will forget him" by EMily Dickinson, but it's only 9 lines (damn). Some other Dickinson I'm sure will do, but not like that one (sigh).
EART, we will forget him!
You and I, to-night!
You may forget the warmth he gave,
I will forget the light.
When you have done, pray tell me,
That I my thoughts may dim;
Haste! lest while you're lagging,
I may remember him!

but alas, it is too short.

KITTENS!!

  • Jun. 24th, 2009 at 2:16 PM

I'm getting a new kitty cat on Saturday. We're going to the MSPCA in Jamaica Plains, which I'm not excited about because I thought we should go to Brockton be cause out of all the MSPCA centers they kill the most animals. That's disgusting and I wanted to go there and save kittens. BUUUUUT the one in Jamaica Plains is going to have fourty kittens running around between 12 and 4 on Saurday, so we're going there, and I'm going to play with kittens ALL day. YAY

Dead

  • Jun. 6th, 2009 at 1:39 PM

Kitten. Riley my crazy spaztastic Cat was hit by a car today because he got spooked and just ran, not realizing where he was going. I'm in shock.

UGH I'm writing this right now to make it seem as if I am working on the gayest Latin essay ever about Cicero and one of his speach. Mr. Kaiser didn't even explain the assignment. He told us that he needed to write about what Cicero said and what he meant, AN ESSAY about it. GAY!!!!! So here I sit listening to OAR, because I feel reminiscent of my early musical experiences, and I've decided that I WANT TO GO BURNING MAN! (and mish, you're coming with me) I want to go burning man, and I want to go Banaroo and I just want to be the hippy that I've aspiring to be lately. FREE LOVE MAN "Let's take all this blood and turn into love on the black rock" For those of our veiwers who are unaware, Black Rock is where Burning Man takes place. Google it because I don't feel like explaining it.
AUHIUKL<LGFEWLGYILFSVIL

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Apr. 4th, 2009

  • 6:42 PM

The boredom of having nothing to do CONSUMED me just an itsey bitsey bit but school is coming and I will once again have occupants of my time other than sitting and staring at the inside of my eyelids. I made a purse the first couple of days, but since then I've nothing with the exception of today, for today I got off my lazy ass and when shopping.


Let it be known that if there is a certain Victoria John reading this I would like her to contact me regarding her easter plans, for they might be coinciding with my own.

Feb. 24th, 2009

  • 9:43 PM


You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, Here we are
Here we are
We're still here
What a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes

Through timeless words, and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds, out of this earth
And times they turn, and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it.

 

 

 

I've just decided how much I love this song, Its a Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz and I LOVE it

Feb. 18th, 2009

  • 9:50 PM

I just want to scream an do SOMETHING! I'm so sick of winter and not being able to run around in the sun and be happy. It's right around thattime where I feel a need to escape mentally because I can't get out physically. Any other time of the year I jump on my bike and just peace out for like 3 hours, and i get a chance to think about everything and sort out my problems. But during the winter I'm so contained and withstrained I just want to go CRAZY. It's so frustrating AHHHHH

Back and forth inside my head

  • Jan. 20th, 2009 at 9:31 PM

I just want to scream
You confuse me to no end
Make up your mind
I'm sorry
You know you want this, not that

Dec. 20th, 2008

  • 6:31 PM


So, I has teh boredom, and teh lonelies. My cat has teh restless, and when those things all happen at the same time, the result is this.

 


 


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Writer's Block: Set Sail

  • Dec. 9th, 2008 at 8:51 PM

Spike and Angel, President Roslin and Gaius Baltar, Harry and Hermione—shippers often find pairings that the original author might have overlooked. What coupling of fictional characters would you most like to see?


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Spike and Angel? I am confused by this.That is all I have to say

Nov. 18th, 2008

  • 7:55 PM

I'm very confused right now. is it my fault, or his, or both, or neither?? Was this inevitable? was it something waiting to happen, that one of us set in motion months ago? In which case, which one of us started this whole thing?? I'm not sure, and I think I shall ponder it while I attempt to write a ridiculous paper. RAWR! In any case, I won't kill you, just because I don't have a clear reason to do so. You can feel safe for now at least.

I HATES THIS PAPER SO MUCH!! I don't understand the reason why thye had to make it the final, like WTF. Something so high up on the ridiculous scale should not have the weight upon our grade that this will. I hate you Mr Smith, only not because you love me and give me good grades and that mkaes me happy. KEEP IT UP

Nov. 11th, 2008

  • 10:36 PM

WANNA WORK WANNA WORK BUT I CAN'T OMG PROCASTINATE PROCASTINATE THINK THINK THINK THINK WRITE AHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




This is my halloween costume and I'm very excited because its actually based off of an Amy Brown drawing which is just MAGICAL and the reason I bought it of course I shall post pictures of me wearing it when it has arrived.

This is Not a Poem

  • Oct. 16th, 2008 at 8:15 PM

I wrote this on sunday when I was all like MEH

This is not a poem
A story of emotional rides
Merely the tip of the iceberg
undescribable
This is not a poem
This is an unending stream of words
Unconnected unfiltered
Fuck
Words like blood
The impatience of emotion cripples
Creativity
Locked into the left hemisphere of life
Numbers logic
Numbers
116
131
Lacking a hand to hold
Lost in the dark
This is not a poem
Poems take skill and thought
A talent for words and comprehension
All lost and hiding from desire
Pure throbbing
A desired turned love
Unreturned
Hatred
This is not a poem
This is nothing
Nothing

Sep. 30th, 2008

  • 9:59 PM

I've discovered that I'm oddly maternal, and extremely protective, even of people I don't like that much. But like today I took a class off to keep Misha love company and keep help her feel a little bit more protected. Threatened some football players that if they laid a hand on either her or Izzy I would arrange a throwdown. But even though there's this whole protective nature to me, there's also the overly compassionate and maternal side. This is the side I like to keep in secret, but I'm not overly compassionate for strangers and people I barely know I would just like to put that out there, only people I care about.

I would do anything to make your suffering go away, and I'm beyond sorry. Just please do what I asked, please, not for her I understand but for me??

LISTEN TO ME!! When I say don't say those things, you are going to get hurt, completely and seriously HURT! They will HURT you.

Why I Get No Work Done

  • Sep. 28th, 2008 at 6:37 PM

Each thought and notion lines up
Breathing deeply at the gate
Each respirating gasp pulls in adrenaline
Pure
Determines
Color-enhancing power
Power to thow oneself inot chaotic piles
The bell of action sounds
Thoughs are released
Pounding with horses speed across the ground
Galloping against eachother
Panning the outside of my mind
Through memories and knowledge
pushing past images burned far beneath the skull
Disregarding
Crash
The collision with this wall of the memory brings a halt
Without delay your smoothly perfect face is everywhere
entangled brown curls
ensnare me
The memory of that provides bedding for my mind
Visions of your height gives my muscles strength
you're a comfort, but
Nonexistant
it holds my thoughts entrapped
nothing
nothing but you
free me?




as you can tell by the suckiness of this poem I am currently preoccupied and hating it

Sep. 13th, 2008

  • 3:36 AM

I'm sick of all these people that I DON'T KNOW flirting with me and giving me sad puppy eyes if they see me with some other male human being. It's ANNOYING!!! I almost want to go back to being fat and ugly and socially awkward, but only almost. I do enjoy the attention just a tad. But like I'll be in class and look up and see at at least five guys just staring at me longingly. I don't want to deal with that in class, like seriously. Save it for a time when I'm not trying to studious.